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I wub you.
I’m definitely feeling quite a lot better now that I’m home in my bed~
- Alex
Interview at Macy’s for a Part Time Price Change Lead Position (with the possibility of it opening up into full time)
AND another interview at a place that I don’t particularly know about for a Full Time Account Representative position.
All without leaving my room.
- Alex
So, I go downstairs to say Happy Father’s Day to my dad, and he casually brings up my Aunt’s comment from a couple of nights ago and says “You left before she could finish. She was going to offer to drive you around to a few places so that you didn’t have to walk or bus to a bunch of different places.”
Well maybe she could have, I dunno, started with that FIRST instead of what she did start with?
I should probably apologize and take her up on the offer.
Then again, I’m pretty sure I’d rather not apologize and just go places on the bus instead.
- Alex
New favorite Disney movie.
- Koschei
“You have to get out of the house to find a job.”
“No one’s going to hire you unless you get out there because you’re resume doesn’t have enough stuff on it.”
“Nag nag nag bitch bitch.”
Well guess who secured himself an interview without leaving his bedroom?
And sure, it’s for a part-time position but you’re the one who said it’s all about getting your foot in the door.
- Alex
For about half a minute there I was actually considering finding an Army job.
And then I remembered that the Army doesn’t want anyone that fits in the Transgender category.
That is literally the only thing that stopped me applying for those jobs.
Probably would have gotten one of them, seeing as there aren’t too many people stupid enough to enlist to get shot at no matter what the pay is.
Be back soon.
I probably won’t feel any better in the 5 minutes it takes to shut itself down, do the updates, and restart.
I really need someone to get my mind of all this, but I’m pretty sure my Aunt is mad at me for being on the phone so much and I don’t know what to do about it because that phone is my lifeline and I really don’t want to feel alone right now.
I did not need that the day after I’ve already broken down.
“I won’t ask how the job hunt is going because I know it isn’t going.”
Well thanks a lot I was having a fine dinner until then and then I completely lost my appetite. Fuck you, Aunt Jaci. I am going back up to “hide in my room” because you just made that entire day trying to build my crippled self-esteem back up from where I was last night crash back down faster than a Jenga tower.
I’m really starting to feel like I’ll never find a job.
Pizza Hut said that they’d be calling people within a week. It’s been exactly a week since I went and applied. No phone call.
Everything I see on Craigslist is out of my reach, sometimes for STUPID reasons.
I don’t have a driver’s license.
I can’t swim.
My resume is shit.
And then I have a friend who is a year younger than me who literally got hired to the first place she applied and it isn’t fair because she’s not even out of high school yet and she doesn’t even NEED a job, she’s just getting one because she wants some income over the summer and I actually NEED a jab because I need to get out of this house because I’m fed up with living here and I’ve only been home for a MONTH and I already want back out.
And my Aunt and my Dad keep making it out to be ENTIRELY my fault that I’m not finding a job because I’m doing all my searching online. Because I don’t KNOW how else to find a job. My Aunt keeps saying that people put signs and shit in windows but while I AM actually out and about doing other things I have NEVER seen one of these mythical “Now Hiring” signs.
If anyone lives in the Minneapolis arealike I could get that luckyI could really use some help.
- Alex
